Happy New Year VR
I haven't been around much lately for a few reasons.
1) I am a bit burned out on this site. It is getting to be more and more like the same shit on different days.
2) Our net has been acting funky as shit. VR seems to lag my computer to high hell and that annoys me.
3) Even when I am online I am lurking. I have personal issues going on and don't wish to be bothered with petty crap.
You can probably find me on msn more. If you are an actual friend of mine (ya'll know who you are) and want my msn let me know. I'll be happy to give it up. :)
Peace out and try to be safe tonight. I'll be home playing my game and relaxing.
Is it wrong that I like listening to AFI?
I know they are considered emo to some people....but he has an amazing voice and I have listened to them for a long time.
:/
Used and abused.
I feel that way more and more.
Hearing him ask me to do something and my instant reply is "Sure! I'll do that." I need to learn to stick up against him.
Yes, I care for him. Yes, I want him to be happy. But sometimes he needs to learn.
Maybe I need to learn.
My mom forgot to pick me up for christmas.
She blames getting old.
I sooooo wanted prime rib for dinner.
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That bites the big one.
That.seriously.sucks :P
:( I 'm so sorry...
6 am and I have already started my casserole.
Pretty much I figure since his parents will be storming the kitchen I'll get my stuff done now and just warm it up later.
Mmm cream corn casserole.
And if my mom comes to get me.
Well I can take it with.
Happy Holidays VR.
Whatever you celebrate, I wish you the best day possible.
As for me....More Dofus and sleep. :)
*sigh*
I'm in need of sanity. Anyone have some they can spare?
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Nobody here. Lmao.
All I have is one teaspoon full, but you are welcome to it :)
My sleep schedule has been royally fucked.
I have lost a bit of interest right now in the site(s). My mind is elsewhere.
I've lost interest in artsy stuff too.
I don't know where I am heading in life.
I need to figure that out.
Friendship shines the most now. Yet, why is the light so dull?
Christmas will suck. No tree, no family, no big dinner. Just a plain old day.
I think I'll sleep my way through it.
Can I sleep the rest of the year away?
Christmas is getting too close.
And again I will not be home.
I will ask my mom tonight if I might be welcomed for Christmas. I'll even sit through mass for them.
I just want to go home.
Aww
The Rat got me a VR hoodie for my birthday and it came today. :3
Thanks so much dear.
♥
I shall take pictures later.
*sigh*
I want so much right now.
I am reaching out with my hands open just to get nothing back.
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*sigh*
Fine, but this is the last marble I have to spare.
*hands it over*
:)
Random quotes for tonight:
"One good roll gets all the blankets." -My mom.
"Well here we go again, you've found yourself a friend that knows you well
But no matter what you do, it always feels as though you tripped and fell" -The Raconteurs
That last quote seems to fit my mood the most lately.
I feel so alone.
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Awwe....
*holds*
Miss you gorgeous. All I want for christmas is you *hearts*
*pokes*
*pokes*
*pokes*
Now I bet you wish you was alone.
:)
I want to cancel my birthday.
*nods*
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Nobody let me cancel mine...I think you may be stuck with it =P
But I don't' want to get older. I want to stay barely legal forever.
XD
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